RHS can suck a ....

First semester of my senior year is coming to a close. YESSSSSSSSSS..
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=30812089&id=1426985307

so its my birthday :)

18 years ago, on today, the baddest was born. Enough said.

FML

I turn 18 tomorrow, but I'm grounded for throwwing a party last weekend. Grrreeeeaaatttt.....

Okay. Recap.

In my earlier post I had to quit writing because my Media Technology teacher literally had a mental breakdown...all because of little ol me. Now see, I was bloggin while in class (today i just figured out how to get thru the system lol) and I tend to say my words as I type them. And I was writing about how lame the class was..so obviously, she heard. At first I thought she was only mad cuz I cussed, but ohhhh nooooo..she was mad at me for "not caring about her feelings". WOW. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, a grownass woman was crying in my face because apparently, I'm the devil. ugh, so childish. But yea...thats what happened.

Media Class

Sucks. I'm sitting here next to Brittny Kindred and Cameron Cook and they're awesome. but class is lame. Oh lord my teacher is trippin right now..bye..

PRECIOUSS!!!*ratchett voice*

ahahahahahhahahahahhaaaaa (insider)

My school

is pretty cool..minus the people in it.

Twitter

If you dont have one, get one. and when you do, follow @lilduval. The nigga is the funniest person on earth..no lie.

O.K.

So I'm def gonna start blogging about things more cuz a lot of stupid shit seems to be happening..pretty frequently too...but i dont feel like writing alot today since my teachers feel like they have to load me up with meaningless homework. sooo yea. bye.

I hate the time change

I woke up this morning hella scared cuz my clock said it was 7:30, and my duel credit government class starts at 7:30...so after racing into the shower and throwin this weave into a ponytail, i look at my bb, which says that it is a hour behind what I thought it was..so I woke up at 6:30, instead of 7:30...so I sat on my bed and watched Living Single until I got un-pissed.

Its been a minute..

I totally forgot that I had a blog. oops. Oh well, I'm back now so who cares.
So, this year has def brought a lot of changes with it..some good, some not so great. Throughout my junior year I was constantly on the college prowl, looking for schools that me and my best friend would have a great time at. But my mind has made a 180 degree change since then.. I realized that for most of my life I have been in prominently white neighborhoods and schools, which I have no issue with, but I wanted to change the scene for the new chapter of my life. So I started looking at HBCU's (Historically Black Colleges and Universities). In Texas, there wasn't much of a variety that had the academic standards and opportunities that I was looking for, so I came upon Spelman College in Atlanta, GA. I have just completed my Early Decision Application, which means if(when) I get accepted I am binded to it. Spelman is my Numero Uno choice right now and I'm really excited about it :)
On a sadder note, as a few of you may know, I lost my Grandfather on Spetember 2nd, 2009. He was such a huge part of my life that I didnt know how to respond to his death, and it hits me little by little each day when I see his obituary on my dresser. He was preacher at Star of Hope Baptist Church in Nacogdoches, TX, adn owned a few businesses down there. He played a big role in the community, as was shown by the overwhelming amount of people at his funeral..in a way that bothered me..but right now my family is dealing with managing his businesses and property acounts and its bringing out the evil in a lot of them. I have never been so angry in life than I was the night of his death. I was in the car with my dad on the way back to Dallas from visiting him in the hospital when we got the call. I wasn't surprised; I knew he was only holding on for us to get in some last words and "I love you's" . We turned around and when I walked into his hospital room he was still laying on his bed (the doctor had yet to come and pronounce him dead).. almost immmediatley the arguements began.."NO, daddy would want to be embalmed here..!" "He told me he wanted this..!" "Will you call the mortuary, damnit!" All while my poor grandmother sat quietly on the couch staring at the love of her life's body slowly become pale. I could'nt take it anymore so I walked out and my cousin and sister followed behind me. I don't think I have ever cried harder than that night. I walked through the maze like hallways aimlessly, just wanting to get away. And when I came back to the room, The whole family was standing outside of the room as my grandpa's body was rolled out and taken to the mortuary. That was probably one of the hardest days I've been through in a LONG time. But I know God doesn't mess up, and He has great plans for me and the family. Rest in Peace Eligha Walker, Jr.

I love you and miss you Papa .

heehee

This is what I do at work.

its official

Spelman is my number one choice for school right now. If I can only get myself to 2010....

a wise word..

There are some FAKE people out there. Don't be fooled.

soooo...

school has started and its alright. my classes are still a little strange to me but il be fine. Senior year has yet to be live but its just around the corner --->>> hopefully. I find myself less into the whole friends thing latelyy lol..not to say ive forgotten about them cuz i still have my same ones :) but all the sudden i could care less if someone doesnt like me, which is another good change that has taken place for me. Had practice for the live video announcements today in our BOMB studio. im a little unimpressed about the fact that the other anchor seems to have the upperhand with our teacher.. Biases can help AND hurt you. But whatever.. im happy as long as i dont become the token black girl. which i already may be lol.

So theres this guy...who i like alot . . . thats all you get ;]

as for homework: no comment. Very overloaded.

My duel credit gov teacher uses my precious class time to bash obama..which is starting to realllyyyyy piss me off big time. Im the only black person in there(and probably not the only obama supporter) and it urks me when he brings up the fact that our school area is "mostly a conservative republic." trick that has nothing to do with some people. Im a proud democrat and my parents are to. way to ruin my mornings Mr. Idiot. But anyways. i need to find my dream college! and soon! If anyone wants to write my essay, contact me! lol

peace,

[e]

Well

Blogger is trriipppinnn big time.. i cant post my pics from L.A... but whatever.. but its kinda late and i dont really feel like writing so.. later.

.::friends::.

mine are the best of the best.

Maybe one day, you can find some good ones; but I think ive already found the best :)
btw, i made a new smiley face {|:^) its a man with a hat lol

Peace and Love,

erica.

school..

Cant believe its about to start.. Im not really excited, not really mad, im kinda neutral.. but the sooner it starts, the sooner its over, so thats always good. I am kinda hype that this finally my senior year :) :) :)...
And i plan to be really involved in everything.. Thinkin of starting my own club.. not sure where to start though. But anyhow, this years gonna be a good year

Happy 2009-2010!

erica.

Cali.

was extra super duper BOMB. i had such a good time this week, its unbelievable. UCLA is still ratch, compared to my standards, lol, but i had funn :). I have so many pics and people to get in contact with man... even though everybody knew how to jerk[besides me] i still love all of them. I'm glad I decided to attend the TS Leadership Institute. its worthy of my presence.
my next post will be only pics of my time spent in Cali, so get ready..


Tonights gonna be a good night..

erica.

smh

Don't you hate when the few times you decide to go to walmart lookin a lil ratch is when you run into someone? gosh. that happened to me today. I had to get like two things so for once i decided there was no need to get spruced up for the store. and as im in the self-checkout finishing things up, by walks a [male]"fellow-student" of mine that i havent seen since school let out. might not seem like a whammy to you, but if i havent seen someone in a good minute, i would rather them see me looking snazzy, as i always do lol. I had just washed my hair and blow dryed it, and skipped straightening. any black girl knows thats a no-no. lol. smh. anyways, thats just a update on my day.. later.



best look wishes,
[e]

The Excitement is Buiding :)

So August is coming up, and I cant wait to get to L.A. to get started with the youth leadership institute. I'll be one of the panelist for the Teen Town Hall Meeting so you should def tune in.

The Teen Town Hall meeting moderated by Tavis Smiley will take place Saturday, August 8 from 7 pm – 9 pm PST. Tell your family to log onto http://www.youthtoleaders.org/ to watch it live. The topic is How History Shapes the Future. Panelists include Dr. Cornel West, Dr. Eddie Glaude, Dr. Brenda Stevenson, Sandra Evers-Manley, Caleb Farmer, Erica Lathan, Austin Roye, and Jasmine Haynes. Get ready to voice your opinion! Live Stream Schedule: Tune to http://www.youthtoleaders.org/ for the complete schedule of sessions to watch online.

I hope everything goes well. Got my fingers crossed! :)

erykah badu

is bad.

She deserves wayyyyy more props than she gets.. girl has a style outta this world.
And she has my name! who can ask for more?


Peace and Hair Grease
[e]

Preach.

Okay I'm just a little fed up with stuff lately. Why is it that friends *ahem* "friends" think that you are obligated to tell them everything you do? Like thats not healthy. Everyone has their own life, and a real friend needs to respect it if you don't want to tell then certain aspects of your life. I would totally undestand if a friend chose to tell someone else a other than me. Maybe I'm different, but stuff like that doesnt bother me. I feel like wanting to keep somethings out of the picture should be understandable, not unforgivable. And if you already know I don't want to talk to you about a certain situation then don't be suprised when I lie to you just so you can get out of my face. I told you already. Thats just imature and a waste of both our lives to be mad over me "not tellin you everything". I just dont get it, and never will. I feel like I'm in eighth grade again; apparently I "broke the bestfriend code". LOL. Wow. You know whats funny is if this situation was reversed, i wouldnt care. All i know is your my friend, and I'm not ur stalker and i dont need every detail about you to know what kind of person you are (spoken generally). Friends are for advice, comfort, love, and laughter. You don't need to waste time on pointless stuff. But people are gonna do whatever they want, thats all i know. They say some people are in your life only for a season, like leaves; they past through only for learning purposes. But others are there forever, like the roots of a tree, they are there because you need them. I always thought our friendship was one like a root; but right now it looks a little foggy. Regardless I love her, I just get kkind of weary when things are so unstable.


I'll leave you with some wise words:

The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart. ~Elisabeth Foley

Love.
[e]

They didn't even walk on the moon..

On July 20th, 1969, Neil Armstrong and the Apollo 11 landed on the moon. The U.S. was deeply impacted by this and it opened the eyes for many people to know that the sky is not the limit.

But earlier this month, NASA acknowledged the fact that they "lost" the footage. Really?? So you can put a man on the moon, but you don't have sense enough to keep the original footage. That's Bogus.

"In an embarrassing acknowledgment, the space agency said Thursday that it must have erased the Apollo 11 moon footage years ago so that it could reuse the videotape."

I'm sorry yall but I just don't believe this story. That tape should have been kept in the highest care once they landed on the ground. Something sounds a little suspicious to me... and they should be embarrassed. shoot. lol. They didnt go to no dang moon; they were just lolly-gaggin up there for a week lol

"one small step for man, one giant leap for mankind,"....yea right.

Cap & Gown pictures.

why the heck are people already taking them? Losers.

The Good Ol' Days

Do you ever think back on your life and wish that things could be the way they used to be? Before all the family drama and boys and back-stabbing friends; before you knew the truth about things. Back when all you knew was you had better be in the house when the street lights came on lol. *sigh. As much as I love the fact that I am growing up and maturing into a bright young woman, I sometimes find myself wishing to be back in elementary school with no problems in life. I was looking back at some old pictures and so many memories came rushing back to me :( I miss old times

But anyways.Lol. enough with all of that. I found some pics on my other computer of me and my family from a few years ago(I think..idk)... but anyways, enjoy..

me and ashley in 10th grade.. haa.

at the studio in Dallas

Makenzie and PaPa

Me and Uncle Antwone

2006-07

Low key, I really miss my freshman year :(
The freshman center was ratchett, but fun.. and track was bomb... I miss how fun things used to be :(

I'll put some pics on here later..

I gotta movie to catch!

So I've been told..

Okay I don't know if this is weird or not, but I compare people to animals. lol but no joke, I really do. So I decided to tell some of friends what animal they looked like, and though this may seem mean to other people, I think its totally normal LOL. But I don't know why expected to get away with this "name-calling" without them telling me what I looked like.

So, apparently, Ya girl resembles a meerkat. lol, yea, I said MEERKAT. phaha its funny though because my dumb butt looked in the mirror and considered it. haa. But I've always been compared to some sort of little furry animal... why that is, I have no idea. But low key I've been called Giraffe too... I'm kind of tall (5'8 to be exact.) But I just thought I'd write about this animal phenomenon lol.

rrrawwwrrrr I'm fierce! :)

Who Would Have Thought???

This weekend one of my cousins that I haven't seen in ages came over :) her name is Jocilyn and she's pretty bomb, just like me. She just graduated from UNT *handclaps* and is a true bossette. we were talking and she told me that she started working with a guy named Mike Lathan, and she soon found out that they were related (as cousins). And that got me to thinking of something that I've wondered for a while now. Am I related to Sanaa Lathan? I've always joked around about it with people but I waa never really sure of it. But Jocilyn informed me that indeed we are related to the wonderful Sanaa Lathan. Of course I was skeptical, but the man she worked with actually had papers to prove it ( idk how you have papers to prove your relation to someone lol) but as for now, I'm a believer :) . It's nothin to be mad about, thats for sure. Maybe while I'm in Cali I can get in touch with her hahaa.

Any resemblance?? Lol. (I do see some though I ain't gonna lie haa)

Ced tha Man

I think all of the world should get to know Shedrick Davis aka Ceddi :)

He's super duper cool and he always knows what to say to make you laugh.

Ced aint your average dude; guys gotta master plan to take over the world, and I'll be right there with him. lol.

I told the guy I'd give him his own post, so here it is..

Ced is THA MAN.

Ced is A BOSS.

Ced is THE TRUTH.

Point blank.

A True Boss Lady

I've noticed lately that alot of girls claime to be a "boss lady" or any other name to describe a woman thats on her grind. But what describes a true boss lady? Someone who doesnt have to display on her Twitter/facebook/myspace that shes an "independent" woman thats gettin stuff done. I think theres no need to constantly have to remind others of your "pro-status" and brag about being a "local celebrity". haa sure. But if you are really 'bout yo business, by all means sweety get yo paper. But I don't see the reason to flaunt it. If you a true boss lady, like I (lol but no joke), everyone one who knows you or knows of you, realizes it. All guys/gals in my life know that I'm not too fond of games, and baby girl is def bout her dollars :) . But you won't see Bad_Barbie09 as my Default or Twitter name lol ; you'll see Erica. That is my name and thats is how I want to be known.

Keep it Real,

[e.b]Lathan

:)

I have decided that I am officially taking applications for potential boyfriend canidates.

Requirements: Must be Extremely intelligent (I have to be able to converse with you)

Must be a Cutie pie :))

Must be a senior in HS

Must love dogs lol jk

Must keep me laughin :D

Must love my blog duh.!

Must understand that I do silly things from time to time (like make blogs like this one)

Last but not least, must be the BADDEST. Point blank.

[e.b]Lathan

I Should Probably... But I won't.

I should probably be reading my book, Grendel. But for some reason, I just refuse to. lol. The same way i refuse to workout (which is taking a toll on me)... Erica needs some will power, and she needs it now. Too bad you can't buy that stuff, I would be the first one in line! haa. I can't count how many times I've told myself I would do my crunches and run a mile... ugh I need a personal trainer!! I don't think there is anyway I could get the same workout I did in athletics unless someone is there making me do everything. I actually want to "feel the burn!" but I can't really get to that point because I'm just lazy.. I just don't want to end up like the half-ton teen I saw on Discovery Health channel.*trembles.

Oh well, atleast I would be happy! :)

Food and Love.

[e.b]Lathan

Go and Take a Look See

Little did I know, my mom has a blog too!! First a facebook, then a twitter, now this!! You go Techno-Mom!

I'm following her blog, and it's called "Being Black in the Obama Age".

I think she only has one post, but its BOMB tho! Where do you think I get it from??

Guess what?

I love my blog. (: :)

[e.b]Lathan

Hotghettomess.com

You all get two tickets and a Walmart giftcard from the fashion police!

Why,Jesus, why???

From left to right: Daughter, Grandmother, Mother. LOL.

This site makes me laugh madd hard. But dang. C'mon black people, are yall forreal?! LOL.

Summer Reading

Horray for every AP student! You get to read horribly boring books during the summer! woo-hoo. I'm starting to wonder if it has become a requirement for all books to be impossible to get through. This is the summer before my senior year, and I have to read Grendel. Really?? Grendel? smh. I have nothing else to say about that. But guess what?? I got my AP scores back(after waiting three months!) and I passed both of my test!!! :))))))) One semester of college english and history complete. YESSSSSSS. Hard work pays off, and any accomplishment is an excuse to party, that's my motto.. so grab a drink (non-alcoholic, of course!) and wind down.

love.

[e.b]Lathan

okay, okay

This is going to be my last post of the day. I promise. I just wanted you to follow me on twitter!
www.twitter.com/e_is_for_erica


Love.
[e.b]Lathan

Picking a College

Lately the main thing on my mind has been what school I will attend after I graduate. I didn't know that the simple question "where do you want to go to school?" could be so complex. I've always wanted to go to a well known school, but lately I've been looking at Historically Black Colleges and Universities.... Is the fact that there are gorgeous black guys everywhere not a good reason? LOL. And its always poppin :)

Clark Atlanta seems like a fun place that offers a lot of opportunities, but the thought of leaving Texas is a little overwhelming at times. But since I want to go to a HBCU, Texas is out of the question. The only black schools in Texas are TSU, Texas College, Wiley College, Paul-Quinn College(which is on the brink of losing all accreditation) and maybe some other lame school that I forgot LOL. My main choices right now are Clark Atlanta, Howard Univ, Texas State Univ(it's in San Marcos, that's enough of a reason lol), Hampton University, Fisk University,and Spelman College. *sigh... Decisions, decisions.... :)

Love.

[e.b]Lathan

Just Rude.

Oh do I have a story for you. I think you should have a seat before I tell you this, because if you're anything like me you'll get extra heated. So while i was out of town visiting family, Me and my cousins decided to go to the hotel we were staying at to swim. So as we walked in the entrance, I notice this old white man just staring at us like we have three heads. But I didnt pay that no mind. So we went to the elevator and when it opened it didnt look like anyone was inside so we began to walk in. But out of the side of the elevator came this old white man so we moved out of his way so he could get out. And guess what this loser had the audacity to say to us? "Can I get out?" "um can I get out?" ...like we weren't moving out of his way.. he said it like five times. And my dumb butt was confused cuz I thought he was just being sarcastic and was going to start laughing any moment now.. but no laughing, just this ugly scowl on his face. REALLY???....Naa, I must be trippin...smh.
Nope, he really just went there. God forgive me, but I will hit an old person lol. And to top it off, as we walk out towards the pool, the two people at the desk stop us and make sure all of our names are on the hotel list.
SMMHHHHH! ughhhh God I swear the devil just be testin my patience!!!
okay, I'm done ranting about this situation. Now I done forgot what I was gonna talk to you about. smh.

Patience is the key,

[e.b]Lathan

Tavis Smiley Youth Leadership Institute

I think a lot of people should attend events like this. We need more social and intellectual activity between our generation. It's going to be held at UCLA in August and will basically be a conference for youth leaders and also have guest speakers like Dr. Cornell West, Les Brown and more. I love listening to experienced proffessionals and getting a different viewpiont of the world through other people's perspective. So that's why yours truly will def be attending.

And I just found out that I will be one of the four panelist to discuss issues of today's youth. (Personally, I don't think anythings wrong with my generation, we're just misunderstood =] ) I'm too hype. haa. This summer will hold alot of changes for me, and I will accept them all with a smile. Hopefully I can start my networking while I'm in Cali lol. Hey, dreams are dreams :)

Lead.Love.Serve

[e.b]Lathan

It's Not a Good Day..

Today isn't a very good day. My mom woke me up this morning and told me that my Grandpa, whom I love more than anything, asked to be taken to a Hospice. (If you don't know what that is, it's where people go to be on their deathbed. Most that go there die within a few days or a week.) He has been struggling with cancer for a while now, about two years, and he's also a preacher. Knowing that he has a good relationship with the Lord comforts me, but no one wants a loved one to die. As of now he's just laying down, but i know that he's suffering and it really hurts me. I know for a fact that this week is going to be very hard for me to get through and i just can't talk about it. That's why I'm writing this today. If i actually said out loud how i felt, the tears would come streaming down. I don't even think I'll be able to to talk to my best friend about it. My Papa has always been the rock in my family, and it will be a tremendous loss if we lose him. I can't write anymore. Just pray for me and my family.


With Love and Inspiration,

[e.b]Lathan

Short & Sweet

Hey, its you know who! I'm afriad this is gonna be a little short..so don't miss it! It's kind of late and my inspiration mode is currently off.lol. I'm excited about my first blog and I hope I can reach a lot of people with my words. I don't think I ever realized how much I enjoy writing until now, due to a year full of AP English essays. [several per week :( ] . But when I choose to write on my own, its pure bliss :)). Right now all I can tell you is, I have alot to say, so be ready.. as long as you allow yourself to consume the truth, I'll keep servin it upp.

Eat up darlings,

[e.b]Lathan