Boys...

Can't live with em, can't live without em.

Schools goin good, just alot of reading but whats new. On the other hand, I'm kinda gettin tired of the parties and clubs, theyre all the same. And it's like I cant just have fun and dance with my girls with out a random dude comin up behind me all "slick" and what not...smfh. Speaking of my girls, I LOVE THEM:) Tiff, Kiara, and Christa are my main bitches and fellow members of the Bad Bittie Commitee (BBC). I'll upload pictures at a later date.

On a more personal note, Ive been having conflicting feelings about my actions down here and how I'm being percieved, but after talkin to my friend Sean I realized I need to take advantage of my years here in college and have fun, dont worry about other ppl, just do me:) and thats one thing I can do VERY WELL. hah..
     "one love." lol

Sometimes things dont work out.

Yours truly is single.. and thats all.

So far....

College is a success. i love my school, the parties are wayyyy more hype than I expected, and I'm loving my new life and new friends. I've done so much in the past few days its crazy, and I havent taaken one picture lol. Oh, and i just figured out that rave parties ARE NOT lame lol they're pretty live. [except when a partially opened water bottle gets thrown in your direction...lol] in that case, you just leave and go to a delta/que party:) haha so many memories already being made:)
Thats Alex>>> he ordered chocolate milk while we were at IHOP at 1am hahahaa it was kinda funny.

Contentment. :)

I'm finally in my dorm room, settled, chillaxin in my robe lol, you know. And I finalllyyyyy got a laptop with a webcam hahaha so I've been taking pictures all morning. I love this thing. I gotta make a skype!

Move-In Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhhhh I'm so happy! I move to my new home today:) I can't wait to meet the other 3 girls I'll be living with! I hope I can find something to get into tonight lol (already loosin my mind) hahaaa

going, going, gone.

I leave tomorrow and I dont even know how i feel. if this was may or june or even july, I'd be ecstatic. But I'm just kinda like whatever.



SIIIIIIKE! LOL I'm super excited to leave this hell hole and party like ive never partied before! and then study a lil bit lol. as we speak im sitting at the computer and my dad is trying to hook my laptop up with the printer and is being EXTRA annoying. ugh just 15 more hrs of this mayham lol.
I went to cici's with my sister today, it wa pretty awesome lol. i think thats all.

Bittersweet.

As move-in day gets closer and closer, i feel myself thinking less about the partying in the near future (lol), and more about my immediate and extended family. It's so hard to focus on your life, a relationship, and your family all with the same amount of effort. I was so happy to leave, now I get sad when I walk into my room and see the five suitcases pouring over with clothes, shoes, and hair products lol. It really is bittersweet.


SPEAKING OF "BITTERSWEET", has Fantasia lost her mind?

The rep just released a statement saying Fantasia ingested the medication after feeling "overwhelmed by the lawsuit and the media attention" surrounding her relationship with her on-again, off-again boyfriend Antwaun Cook ... who happens to be married.
The rep also explains that Fantasia "believed" Antwaun Cook when he told her "he was not happy in his marriage [to Paula Cook] and his heart was not in it."

This goes to show you money cannot buy happiness.....

But her new song "Bittersweet" is BOMB. I listened to it 7 times today, no lie. hahaa
Fantasia, please stay alive so I can continue to bump your music in my car. Thank you.

New cut. And I love it.

This

 right here

is my

SWAG.

hahaha

Hellooooo Baylorrrr. How I adore thee.

School is literally 4 days away and it's starting to hit me how much life is gonna change...I can't wait:)
Anywho, I bought the most awesome necklace last week in Houston at some random shop.

I love it lol you won't see that anywhere else hahaaa

TJ (my bf) keeps trying to take it, but i understand his envy. lmao.

SMH.

So Baylor decides to revise my financial aide AFTER I've paid my fall balance. Fuck this lol
 baylor office of financial aide....you make no sense..

Despite that, I cant wait to leave for school, for the following reasons:

-My parents are workin my nerves more than ever
-I'm tired of these stupidass chores
-I'm sick of seeing and talking to the same people
- I'M SICK OF SEEING AND TALKING TO THE SAME PEOPLE..............
-And I cant wait to have NO CURFEW and see my bf when I please:)



Oh, did I mention NO CURFEW?! lol

hiiiii:)

i literally forgot about my blog, ha. But i guess im back(for now). In earlier posts i talked about going to spelman, but thats not happening anymore. I'll be a freshman at Baylor University this fall and im SO GLAD I chose Baylor:)) The school is amazing, waco isnt lol but who cares. Another change is my relationship status, I'm happily TAKEN:) and it's goin great, we've been together for 8 months. I start school next week and LORDY i cant wait lol my parents are trippin more than ever but i just tell myself chillll cuz im leaving in a week lol. hmmm, thats all i can think of right now. Enjoy the rest of your summer darlings! peace.